I can’t make it right. Not the shadow lying on the snow, not the snow, terrain sloping crudely toward the poor outcome of a structure neither representational nor abstract, and the sketched-out town beyond ill-proportioned, depthless, and basic. There isn’t any sense of an origin, of what Plato called the lower soul, to animate what’s lacking with the spark of its remainder. Better than this were the products of by-numbers kits hanging on the walls of my grandparents’ home — bird dogs, game birds — that knew what they were, spoke at least of a steady hand and subsequent pride in the completion of a task for its own sake. Above the roar of the new gas furnace installed in the living room, as there was no basement, the volume of the brand new colour television we were warned as children we sat too close to. Blue light of the programs on our faces, some of the outside was already on the inside, the radiation we were told was everywhere — power lines, radios, fluorescent light, telephones — in all of what emitted that low hum of menace we had no other word for.
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