Song of the Andoumboulou: 266

 —book of the there we’d have been—  We remained entranced by words positing   a world beyond their reach, that words don’t  go there said with words. They were speaking                for   the we that was no we they knew. It wasn’t music went where words were unable, it was  aroma consubstantial with crease and declivity,                the  beloved’s cleavage’s remit… There was a we   so whole it couldn’t be added to, the lover and the beloved’s extrapolative extent. An arche-  type, some had said, auguring more, a certain                polis bound up in it, sort-of more than certain, the we    or the would-be we we’d be. Doubletalk ob-   tained its lease. It felt good to be where words                did  not go and we were glad, no matter they didn’t sound like what they were… All was not lost we  were secretly believing, a host insistence we held                or   that held us. Another nakedness had overtaken  us, deeper than before and affording no glamor, the    is of as-it-is exactly as it was, as with nothing not                 said  nothing left. A too-late eternity chimed at every stop   on the train we were on, the boat we rode, the bus we were on… Who was to know a banana Nub was the                Nub  we’d be in we were asking. The body’s propensities   the mind’s obsession, the remanding of which was  meat for the lit season spring would be, a garland for the                 lit- up wind, bodies dressed in cloves and rosemary. “These,”   we declared, “begin to be auspicious, as though am-  bage never happened our way, a sign of the return of                signs.”   We had all gone off to hibernate, inside or astride   the exploding moment or aside from it, we the unexcited  excitable ones. All was not lost we were secretly be- lieving… “Density, be our boon,” we stood intoning,                 some-  thing said in another tongue it seemed. One spoke   with a balloon in one’s jaw and with bubbles coming  out of one’s head, all the gathered-up glory’s urgency                and   ferment no longer one’s own, had it ever been. An   unacted-on whim, an adamantine desire, our place was  no place but polis manqué. A spectral world it was we were in, cracks in our heads the bubbles came out of.                Some-  thing like fate moved among them. “Everything I have   is yours” had been said, toxins at large and afoot. A   violin grew out of one’s neck, one’s body’s propensities                baf-   fling, be-  set •  No words did Andreannette’s churchical girth justice, her Lespugue-like buxomness gathered into one em-  brace. We were the tribe whose madonna she was, she                of   the auto-apocalypse we moment to moment were  shot back by. A continuing book of the there we’d have  been we were in, a book that, hung up and caught out,                was   a book that wasn’t one… Whatever it was and wher-   ever it was, it came back to there being a body to be or  not be in, a beyond words knew no way of reaching, a   where that they already were. Did it make it different if                there  was a different name for it we were wondering, rhythmic   remit shown to be what soul was, fetishized back and but- tocks, the width of the world in our grasp addressing her,                 the   so-called sodality we were    ____________________    We dreamt everyone had gone away, no one could be reached. We sensed eternity existing without us,  more where than when, the where words would not                go.   Something like fate or like foreboding moved among us, Andreannette’s thick madonna, thin with  late-life proffer, thick for the occasion again…                We’d  been busy looking for signs, each the one that had   no name according to lore, Philippé’s “Well, well,   well, well, well” spun us around, the going away of                 love   being liberty the lie Nub told itself… They were each  the one lore said had no name, the signs we saw, lore  itself a kind of naming we could see, a there there were                no  words in, might it be   • What it was was there we were among the muses,  a ladling of sand on the shore up and down Lone  Coast. It would not explain itself. All manner of                crev-  ice and curvature abounded, foothill, grass light, late afternoon sun, a tenuous bond between body  and shoreline, scrub and eucalypti farther in. We                bit   our bottom lips. We pounded the heels of our   hands together, the is of what it was under epic sur-  mise… “There’s a there the word ‘there’ makes                us   think there is,” Andreannette proclaimed, Andre-  annette our priest, our possessor, “a there no word not ‘there’ can reach.” A longing for where it was                over-   came us. We were wanting a there the word that   was whose rumor was whose location.

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